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my bez frenz..
mizs u all a lot...

Saturday, March 23, 2013

it's hurt..

hurmm..sekarang dia tu dah balik dari PLKN....
malam tadi there was someone add me...it was a girl...
then i approve it...
just now i look through at her profile..just want to see whether i know her or not...
but u know what did i found...
i found his picture with that girl....there was 3 picture of them...
i was really2 sad...feel like want to cry right now....
dia ada apa2 ke dengan budak tu...
sejak balik dari PLKN dia dah jarang text aku...
and dia dah ada nombor baru pula sekarang...
aku tak tau kenapa hati ni sakit sangat..
aku nak tanya tapi aku tak ada hak pun nak tau...
baru aku tau macam mana rasanya...
aku harap aku boleh redha kalau dia ada apa2 dengan budak tu...
sedihnya rasa tuhan je yang tau...
Ya Allah engkau tabahkanlah hatiku...kuatkanlah iman aku...
ikhlaskanlah hati ini menerima segala ketentuan-Mu...


result SPM...

I'm so happy right now...
even my result was not very good like others but i'm happy for them...
i was very proud that we managed to be in the top ten of SBP again...
now we have made the dream come true...
believe it or not we are THE 'PENEBUS MARUAH'..
1.43 it was quite hard to get...but all the 313 candidate manage fulfill it...
hope that all the candidate will keep on succeed in the future...insyaallah...
so how was mine.?
hahahaha...i just got 4A+,,2A,,1A-,,2B+...
quite sad but i so praised with it...alhamdulillah....
now it was the time to think about future...
what i'm going to be...............
wondering......

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

weird!

lately i think Mr.H was really weird since he said that he like me..
just now dia cakap yang aku ni dah sombong....
eh hello aku tak sombong pun...aku cuma tak nak kacau dia...
dia tu tengah study tak kan la aku nak kacau dia 24 hours...
I'm not that type of person....I don't like to disturb others privacy...
I can't understand him right now.... 
dia sekarang dah tak macam masa aku kenal dia mula2 dulu...
ada ke patut tiba2 nak emo sebab aku jarang text dia..
(aku rasa nak pergi cekik dia sekarang!!!!)
dulu dia cakap dia just boleh jadi kawan aku...why now jadi lain pulak...
i need a friend not a boyfriend....
buat apa nak ada boyfriend...aku dah malas nak fikir semua tu...
let's time decide it...
aku selesa berkawan tanpa melibatkan hati dan perasaan...
tolong la matang sikit...awak tu dah 23 tahun tau tak...
sepatutnya dia lebih rasional dari aku...
bukan salah aku pun...buat apa dia nak emo sangat...
salah dia juga tak pernah nak discuss benda ni..
aku pun malas nak tanya sebab dia bukan nak cakap pun....
lepas tu bila aku tak cakap apa2 dia mula nak tunjuk perasaan pula...
sungguh tidak matang di situ....
walaupun Mr.S tu dah admit dia suka aku hari tu....
aku rasa bangga gila kat dia sebab dia tak kebudak-budakan...
he still treat me like before...macam kawan...
tak pernah pun dia marah aku ke apa....
dia yang selalu mengalah...hehehe...
(rasa bersalah pula selalu dengki dia)
that's why I'm starting to like him....
once again I want 2 say that...i don't want to find a boyfriend...
but i want to find a person who can be my Imam...
 
 

Muhammad Bahthiar....

Muhammad Bahthiar....
in memory..5 july 1991- 15 mei 2011..AL - FATIHAH..